Trying to get back into the habit February 9, 2011

     I cannot get over how boring my math teacher is! It's ridiculous! There are other attributes that make her a horrible teacher, but anyway I'll just say one funny thing I knew would happen. After three weeks, we've finally finished chapter one in our class. I barely pay attention in that class, and I looked over it for an hour in the library today only to realize how simple it is. I honestly think the book teaches infinitely better than she does.

     My mom made me a funny shaped egg this morning! It was exciting. She just cracks an egg, puts it in the slot, and watches it cook. I had a perfect egg disk with a mildly runny yolk. She also packed me some healthy snacks. I appreciated it ^.^

     So after math, I went to the library to hang out with Juan and his girlfriend again. I like hangin' around them. Juan my kinda friendly dude and Angelina is quiet but nice as well.

     Nothing really happened in the library, I just studied math and burned time the best I could until swim. My stomach has been making really loud noises all day today. It really was getting to the point of being disruptive, especially in the library. Speaking of disruptive, I was listening to Daft Punk blast on my computer when I suddenly wanted to switch to my ipod while I got up to leave. I unplugged the headphones with the music still going. I think the whole three story library heard a few seconds of Daft Punk.

     I left myself enough time to do some laps around the pool parking lot, singing and doin' my thing.

     At practice, nothing too interesting happened until the end. At the end we got to swim with little swimming parachutes. I went NOWHERE. It was pretty fun though. After swimming a few lengths we got to take them off and feel fast again. I'm exhausted still. Snix's girlfriend Dani picked up the book she borrowed from me and was reading more of it today. That book would be "The Little Prince." I also met a guy on the swim team who's name is Matt. He is super friendly. I'm actually surprised at how kind, friendly, and nice this guy is. He also laughs a lot. Apparently his girlfriend is in my math class. He seems a bit awkward, but he is just...He makes me smile.

     I listened to "What Sarah said," and I loved it. It was pretty depressing, but I really like the ending. Those last couple lines were very powerful. It made me think of old people and the old man trying to stay alive long enough to let his wife die first, so she doesn't have to worry about the sadness. "Love is watching someone die." It makes me think of someone staying in the room and watching someone else die so they have a hand to hold. Sure it's scary and sad to watch someone die, but I'm sure it would be selfish to leave someone to slip away alone. It reminds me of my dog Kahlua. My dad asked me if I wanted to leave the room. I told him I wanted to stay. She was so afraid, but we held her the whole time. I miss her. I had to sneak into my house the past couple days because I've been home alone. Every time I open that gate, I wait for an overweight chocolate lab to wag her tail expecting to finally come inside. I'm sad now, but it's ok. I feel proud that I was able to stick it out and hold Kahlua in the process.

     I saw on the internet today that France is adjacent to Germany. I haven't looked at a map of Europe in so long that I forgot. I almost spelled it "Yourup."

     More later, I'm tired and I'm just gonna rest/chill a bit.

     I just sang a good song.

     Hm...I feel unfair for picking songs sometimes, me and my music control. I think I'd like to share and have people pick a song too. If I had another song, I might just sing it at 9:30pm my time.
     I can't think of anything else for today really. Swim is really starting to tire me out. I'll still post with the most detail I can, but my brain is pretty dead from being tired.