For most of the day, I forgot it was St. Patrick's Day. I didn't wear green, and I didn't really mind either way. I may be Irish, but I've never really felt Irish or really done anything Irish, so I really don't feel that inclined to participate, though I would wear green if I could remember in the morning.
In Astronomy, we got to look at light through specific pieces of film that turned the light into all colors of the spectrum, I wanted to keep mine so bad.
For about an hour after Astronomy and before Anthro, I went into a singing room on campus and danced, sang, and screamed my heart out. It felt really good to just go nuts. Being a rock star would be epic.
In Anthro, I passed notes with that one girl who sits in front of me again. I'm positive I made it clear that I'm taken, so hopefully she's just being friendly and lookin' for a friend to talk to. I'm just a bit creeped out by her recently though. She commented on four of my pictures, a status, and sent me a message. I always thought being stalked would feel flattering, but it really doesn't. I hope she doesn't get too attached or anything. I really just met her for the most part.
On my way to practice I had forty minutes in between classes. I wanted to sing some more, so I walked the track and sang at the top of my lungs. (almost said lunch) I got some funny looks, but it felt too good to stop. My throat is a bit sore, I hope I continue to push it, I want to get better at singing.
I showed up for swim practice today when I was supposed to be at my Astronomy Lab, luckily I made my lab just in time because Snix's girfriend Dani wondered why I wasn't there with him. We had a really long lab today, and we talked about black holes. It was pretty darn interesting. We also calculated how big we'd be if we were black holes. We'd be really small, but to my understanding, we'd be incredibly powerful. Maybe powerful enough to suck in the whole school! Maybe more, maybe less, but that's what Kyle and I understood. Apparently there is no law in nature keeping us from randomly turning us into black holes. Apparently, some stars are very capable too, but our sun in particular is about as capable as we are. So that's...comforting.
I worked from 6pm-9pm tonight. On the way to work, I just wanted to vent to my dad that I'm being stalked and how I feel about it. It turned into him lecturing me on how I keep to myself too much and how I have to go out and stop limiting myself to the amount of people I meet. I really just wanted a small bit like, "Ooh that's creepy," or (pardon my vanity) "I can't blame her." At one point he even mentioned how like some guys, all some girls want is sex and to use you and that I'm very naive and trusting like he is. He just breaks off into so many tangents that I don't want to be rude, but I constantly want to ask him what his point is. In any case, I was in a good mood going into work. I don't know why I was so surprised though, to walk in with two bosses and a manager glaring at me. Frank was one of them. First words out of his mouth, "there you are little guy, you did something wrong, I need to talk to you." Just once I'd like to go to work where no one is on my case or giving me crap about anything. One day where I haven't done something horribly wrong within the first hour. It's been a month. Anyway, with just little things and other things adding up, I found myself wanting to quit and hating my job for the first two hours. The last hour wasn't SO bad, but it just isn't worth it sometimes. I don't know whether I'm going to bring up that check I lost to Frank. Really I just want to do whatever will make him less angry. If it ends up meaning me losing ninety bucks, I'll live. I just don't want to put up with how much crap I'll get if people find out. It's not friendly crap either, it's "are you some kind of stupid?" crap. I feel like I'm more trouble than I'm worth anyway. He treats me like a child as well, and though I can be childish and have a young mentality, I still like being talked to with respect. I really dislike being treated like a child. Anyway, it's over, and I'm probably gonna hit the hay soon. I have a swim meet tomorrow.
Oh and I started rewriting a book I wanna write. I'm editing it, fixing it, and reorganizing it so I can hopefully spend most of my spring break on it. Goodnight readers, sorry I update so late, but sometimes it's just when I finish my day. Sweet dreams. PS, I may not always post it, but I miss Jessi.
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